Wow. What a crazy month it’s been! Sorry I’ve been gone for so long — I’ll try not to do it again.
This month-long absence was started out of woe. If you follow my blog, you likely saw that I had a bit of a bad day near the end of June. That unfortunately spread to a few weeks of depression. Not so much the sadness kind as it was just the numbness. I’m prone to maladaptive daydreaming, and I ended up spending most of the time after work just lying in bed, fantasizing and thinking about nothing of import.
However, some time in the last few weeks, it was as if everything had turned 180 degrees. I often find solace in geeky obsessions, and during my emotional low-point this month, I had become enthralled with audio drama podcasts. Though I was determined to be separate from the real world, I found myself immersed in several fictional ones as I listened to these long-form narratives. Soon, I found myself inspired to do something I hadn’t had the motivation to do in a long time — write! I started reworking some of my short fiction ideas, and began drafting some new things as well.
Now, I am typically a lone-wolf in most aspects of my life. But for the first time in my writing “career,” I was interested in finding a writing partner. I’ve done writing collaborations before, but those were mainly in the sense that we wrote our own separate pieces under a shared framework. I was interested in working together with someone on a single project. I figured that since I’m not familiar with certain forms of writing (e.g. scripts for movies, television, comics, and/or audio dramas/radio plays), it would be good to work alongside someone — preferably someone more experienced in these formats than I — who could help me to learn and hone my own craft.
The only problem here was… I had no idea how to find someone like that.
Whether it was through providence or serendipity, I’m not sure. But one day, out of the blue, I got a private message from a colleague of mine from one of the aforementioned shared world writing collaborations. He mentioned that he was a fan of my work, and was wondering if I was interested in creating something with him.
Of course I was. Of course I was!
So here we are now, going into our third week of collaboration, and we have had wonderful brainstorming sessions, the beginnings of some great (if I may say so myself) first draft material, and a very exciting conversation about the involvement of a third-party. I won’t go too much into it since we are very much in our nascent stage, but this is truly the most excited I’ve been about writing in a while!
As an introvert, I value my alone time. But sometimes… sometimes I push too hard in one direction. It’s easy to get stuck in a rut, and even easier to refuse to try to get out of it. Sometimes I need a kick in the butt, a little push to get me started. Sure, I may have started off last month at a low-point, but now I’m back on the upswing and looking forward to what’s to come.